Me Time

So when does this happen?  When am I "allowed" to have me time?  I guess the better question is when do I stop feeling guilty for even just wanting me time?  Since the day Emily was born, in reality since the day she was concieved, we have spent practicaly every minute of every day together.  Now don't get me wrong I love my daugther more than anything but I need some time for me.  Sure Ryne and I go bowling and we get some date nights but I wish there was more.  Just the simple act of going to the pool and "relaxing" is a big production.  I have to get out the stroller, pack the diaper bag, make sure we have bottles, put her swimsuit on, put her hat on, put her swim shirt on and then make sure her poor face isnt in the sun at all.   I thought going to the pool was supposed to be relaxing.  Not to mention our vacation scheduled for next weekend.  I already have about 15 things on a "must bring" list and that is just for Emily.  How can someone so little need so much stuff!  So to be honest I have to admit that I know the answer to my questions.  I know I can have me time whenever I want I just have to 1) stop feeling guilty for wanting it and 2) call a babysitter.  Number 2 is the easy part it's number 1 I seem to be struggling with at the moment